Awakened

There are times I find myself lost in thought, the elegancy or our ecstasy seems most enduring to my fire. Overwhelmed with desires that feed our most intimate of passions. What does the word love mean if not at this very second happiness forever? My heart opens to your vibrant aura, that of which only calms my mind and sooths my soul like a sweet sweet surrender that only escalates the calming tantrum that keeps my heart beating to our fine tuned song of everlasting love and passion. I never want this feeling to end. The day I caught what seems now a gripping sickness that firmly holds my mind, body and spirit with the most gentle grasp was the day I put away the most childish of things and took upon what you see now. A man that has something and someone to live for. If I ever was looking for heaven I found it here with you and I no longer have to pursue it. The emotions I feel alternate like seasons at the sight of you and my mind seems set in only one direction when I think of what or where my life is thus my resurrection to what it means and I’d add no corrections. There is no misdirection when you showed me what path I should walk upon. My brightest of lights that only guides me further and I don't ever worry about looking back like a murderer because I trust you as you lay my soul at ease...there is no pain. My hands hold yours as we walk side by side and I look into your beautiful brown eyes I only pray that my soul and spirit is reflected in my presence that you see such goes an epiphany of all that’s in me... I love you. I never have once thought to feel this way, nor to let myself go to what I once thought was a lost cause so I went my marry way til you got in the way. Where there was a maze that lead to nowhere I finally found an exit, yeah...you were there. Let me remind myself that this does exist here on God’s green earth where life is bliss. And deep within my soul I know that what we have is true. It was that very same day I confessed to you. It was then I realized that you had awakened something in me. I at one time let go as we let by gones be by gones...though...truly there never will be a better day then when you came back to me...you are an ambassador my world and the liaison my happiness, I don’t think it gets any better than this. It only seems that the sun has gotten brighter, but I blame that on the fire of our desires as we balance on loves thin wire. And the whole world trembles beneath our feet making all who oppose us bow in their own defeat because we do conquer all you see? But just then...it all goes black, am I back here again? I shiver from the cold as my eyes start to open and my fingers begin to unfold what is this in my hand that I am holdin’? Oh yeah...I must have been awakened.