A Good Man

I take my strides with confidence never arrogance, but I won't deny my young age or my ignorance. All thats just common sense and I'll be damned if any of it becomes past tense. Thats just where I stand and just as my ancestors made reprimands Of all those bad things. I will become a better man... A good man... Or may my soul end up in "No Man's Land". So I supposed you'd understand if I don't belong in a Kings Throne because I want to meet your every demand (as my woman). And I'd make it my purpose to meet all your desires. I'll be like your pleasure for hire. Don't worry its all on me and we can make it an all nighter, I can go one round or nine like a prize fighter. Have you on fire and shakin like a spin dryer. Callin into work sick tomorrow cause you're too tired. Go ahead...call me a liar. I'll Surprise you with my proper sex etiquette, cutin off the phones before we get into it. I'd pay attention so I wouldn't forget any of those sensual places that make you wet. And if your wondering, yeah...I do know my alphabet. So what's your preference? Cause what comes next will be like early presents. That unexpected gift that'll fill in the blank at the end of your sentence. And have you making noises like them girls that play tennis. Oh and I'm down for any fetish... Lets talk out what we have in common so we can work out those other things like unsolved problems. Agree to what works and make me that list. I'll check em off twice so there isn't one I'd miss, there isn't a limit on where I'd put my lips. So Where would you like me to kiss? We can cuddle after... And in the mornin I'd make you breakfast in bed or would you do that for me instead? We could trade places like usher said. Dinner and a movie how would you do me? I could lay back and watch while you try to find all my spots. Let me reminisce about past times and how I made you mine. What makes you tick and what makes you smile and what makes you go quiet for a while. I'd own you as you own me cause its a confidence thing you see. I'd tell you "You'r the only one I need". As my hands run through your hair ever...so...softly. Just call me a good man cause I would never withstand to leave like a one night stand. Even if falling for you is all unplanned I'd stay and be a better man.

Just a Note

And what if it was truly unintentional?

Awakened

There are times I find myself lost in thought, the elegancy or our ecstasy seems most enduring to my fire. Overwhelmed with desires that feed our most intimate of passions. What does the word love mean if not at this very second happiness forever? My heart opens to your vibrant aura, that of which only calms my mind and sooths my soul like a sweet sweet surrender that only escalates the calming tantrum that keeps my heart beating to our fine tuned song of everlasting love and passion. I never want this feeling to end. The day I caught what seems now a gripping sickness that firmly holds my mind, body and spirit with the most gentle grasp was the day I put away the most childish of things and took upon what you see now. A man that has something and someone to live for. If I ever was looking for heaven I found it here with you and I no longer have to pursue it. The emotions I feel alternate like seasons at the sight of you and my mind seems set in only one direction when I think of what or where my life is thus my resurrection to what it means and I’d add no corrections. There is no misdirection when you showed me what path I should walk upon. My brightest of lights that only guides me further and I don't ever worry about looking back like a murderer because I trust you as you lay my soul at ease...there is no pain. My hands hold yours as we walk side by side and I look into your beautiful brown eyes I only pray that my soul and spirit is reflected in my presence that you see such goes an epiphany of all that’s in me... I love you. I never have once thought to feel this way, nor to let myself go to what I once thought was a lost cause so I went my marry way til you got in the way. Where there was a maze that lead to nowhere I finally found an exit, yeah...you were there. Let me remind myself that this does exist here on God’s green earth where life is bliss. And deep within my soul I know that what we have is true. It was that very same day I confessed to you. It was then I realized that you had awakened something in me. I at one time let go as we let by gones be by gones...though...truly there never will be a better day then when you came back to me...you are an ambassador my world and the liaison my happiness, I don’t think it gets any better than this. It only seems that the sun has gotten brighter, but I blame that on the fire of our desires as we balance on loves thin wire. And the whole world trembles beneath our feet making all who oppose us bow in their own defeat because we do conquer all you see? But just then...it all goes black, am I back here again? I shiver from the cold as my eyes start to open and my fingers begin to unfold what is this in my hand that I am holdin’? Oh yeah...I must have been awakened.

Words over Actions

Reposting a meaningful note I wrote.

So these past few days I learned that over actions words can mean so much more. Especially coming from someone that matters, someone that you really care for. I thought I could just keep my mouth closed and just observe but I kept listening and there was a few things I heard. Or can hear when someone like that blows a few words of wisdom past my ears. So let me set things straight with some of the feelings that would partake. I can hear the truth and there would be no question, just that simple ok and confidence that none of the info is missing. They could tell me a joke and I'd laugh without knowing what was so funny, coming from another person I'd have to break down the entire story. Tell me your disappointed and I'd walk with my head down because i put my true friends first not the other way around. And don't take that for weakness I pick and choose my friends like jewelers pick their rare diamond pieces. Their words become so critical with actions as the musics instrumental and I'm sittin here lettin the record play... So what else can they say... words of encouragement. yeah that would help my day. They could let me know I'm slackin and I'd pick up the pace on it until I can hold my own back end. They could tell me I let them down and I'll spend the rest of my time making up for Fn around. I take my life seriously and I take care of those who stand next to me. And their words mean so much more cause they are the ones I really care for.

Living For Today

Don't ever get stuck in the loop...you may never find your way out...I see that you like living for today but when the future is here then what? Stop living so temporary and live for what's necessary or you may never have anything to show for it... and no matter what, don't afraid to live your life how YOU want it. By that I mean don't live it how others say you should then being you wouldn't be so unique now would it? Though I believe it is fear that puts us all in a bind to "blend" in to the crowd or fit in with the majority. Whats wrong with being the minority? Whatever the case...in the end, life is full of choices and options. When you see that fork in the road its up to you to decide aright. So what do you plan to do after you read this?